There are somethings that are hard to fight, but when a natural process is thrown off and one tries to fight it it is even harder. Being a single parent is so hard because naturally its meant to be two individuals supporting each other emotionally, physically, and mentally. But as one individual is acting as two its the hardest fight a human-being can face. Emotionally it is devastating because your support is not there. What makes it difficult in my case is the newness of this reality, and even though I see the pattern that single women follow I still endure the same emotional hurdles but must be wise about them and be strong. Its so lonely and painful; because the thoughts are reoccurring, and with each time the pain swallows you up more and more . I rather go through child birth and be hit by a truck LOL!!! Its crazy but with those situations the pain goes away. With single parenting the pain, thoughts, and memories reoccurring randomly and uncontrollably.
With that I pray that I will get over this as well as many other women. I see why women have several children by different men. She is just trying to balance herself out and fight an un-natural situation. Of course this is not an excuse of behavior, it takes a lot of will power. But I do understand.
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